GOD is so good. He’s always good. That is something that He has especially been showing me lately. Not so much from experience but in the Word. He is ALWAYS good, even when it doesn’t look like it. Like today I was reading in Judges that GOD was angry with Isreal. I can’t humanly put that together that GOD can be angry but still be in character…but He can. He is always all of who He is. Even when He’s angry He is loving. Kind of mind boggling.
But while I’m on the topic of GOD and how good He is, I have a story to share. I share this because this is a glimpse of my amazing GOD. I knew I would need to gas up on Friday. I had no money. Pretty much zero. In my flesh I was trying to figure out how to work the situation out so that I wouldn’t need to gas up. GOD has proven Himself faithful in this way before but I was still worried about it and was attempting to take it into my own hands. One by one the ways I could think up to work out the situation didn’t work out. So I was reading in Judges and had come to the story of Gideon. Even as I read I was having a hard time focussing. I knew that I would need to leave in a few hours and that there was still no gas in the car. But as I read a verse stood out. The angel was talking to Gideon and Gideon was all talking about how he was nothing and the angel said "Go in the strength you have….the Lord is with you." (not direct quote) I took that as a promise from GOD that He was going to provide, I just needed to trust. So I surrendered it to Him and said, okay GOD, whatever you want to do with this that’s okay. I realized that I was a little nervous that His plan would be having me run out of gas along the way, end up on the side of the road looking like an idiot. But then I realized that even if that happened GOD could use that situation. But even after that, there was a little nagging worry and thought given to that situation. Well, I had scarcely finished reading about Gideon when my mom called down to tell me my aunt was on the phone to talk to me. Well, she called to ask me how many hours I had tutored my cousin, settled on a figure higher than I would have, then told me to come by that day to pick up a cheque. I tutored my cousin in MAY! I knew that she was planning on paying me but was wondering when it was going to happen. Not sure if she forgot or what (I personally think it was the hand of GOD). I had thought a few times when cash was tight that GOD might remind her…but I hadn’t even thought of it this time. What a great GOD! Only a GOD such as mine would bring me to the point of need again and again and then supply in another unexpected way! Only my GOD would remind my aunt of the unpaid wage and then not only remind her on the exact day I needed the money but also that she would pay me that same day even though it has been 4 months since she said she would. What a great GOD I serve!